My first 'Thought of the day' Feb 19

I’m feeling good. I actually don’t know how I really feel, all I know it’s that I’m so confused. On last Thursday, it was Valentine’s by the way; all I wanted was to meet Geremy. For luck, he didn’t receive the message I sent to him. If he had received the mail, I don't know what would had happenned. I just want to feel his skin, to be free for touching and kissing without any fear of people coming.

Sometimes I get the sensation life is senseless, I mean, I have an excellent scholarship, I study a great career but I’m completely a loser. I have no girlfriend not even boyfriend because I’m afraid of getting out of the closet. This is the sixth week at University and I don’t have any friends.

I think I’m just a normal guy who wants to experiment new sensations. Maybe next Thursday I’ll call Geremy again and meet him so that we can have some fun. On Friday, I’ll go out with my girls and drink those tequilas. By the weekend, I will join my parents and take the sun at Melissa’s.