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Thought of the day June 12

Today is Thursday, June 12th, 2008. Oh my God! You won’t believe what happened last week; do you remember all this stuff about Geremy and his new boyfriend? Well, I’ll tell how things went by the end of week.

On Friday he finally got my message, I asked him why did he leave me just like that. He answered that he hasn’t received any of my messages or e-mails; that he was never to make me feel that way; that he wants us to be friends and that bullshit. Then, I forgot him. What could I do? I just wanted him back to me. He said he remembers the promise he made to me about taking me to get drunk (what a weird promise right!) but he also quote that his boyfriend must come with us; I said there was no problem. Finally, we agreed about hanging out some day.

But the really weird thing comes now. On Saturday, he sent me a message saying that he was single since one week ago, he has broke up with his boyfriend and he didn’t tell me yesterday (Friday) because he didn’t know how would I react after all what he said one week ago; I wasn’t sure if he was just joking me or he was serious. Once I knew he wasn’t lying, I wrote him ‘oh, I’m so sorry things were not what you expected’ but I was anything but sorry, I just had to keep the appearance. Of course even though I was desperate for being back with him I was still doing like we were just friends.

In the present; yesterday Geremy sent me a message and we talked for a while. He said that he wants to see me again; I said it would be nice, and then we decided to meet today at night. But this morning I received another message, he said that he could not meet today because he has some work not yet finished. I did not answer him. When I was naked on my bed, watching some porno and playing with my dick, I got a new message; this time he said he wants to kiss me passionately, I told him what I was doing and he said it’s so bad that he has no money because we could have gone to a motel (what happened with his work?).

For a moment I thought I could pay for the room; but then, I had that weird feeling… I wasn’t sure if I wanted to be fucked again. For sure I want to suck a dick and fuck him, but being fucked? No thanks. Then I had this ‘brilliant’ idea: I said we could go to a watch a movie ad I’ll pay for that. Of course he said yes, he’s shy because I’m gonna pay but I said now is my turn to do it. At this moment I realize that probably this is gonna be a very expensive date for me… however, I hope we could have some fun!!!

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